I don´t know what my problem with parents' meetings is. I think I
consider them awful experiences and I can´t cope with them. I get stressed and
I feel everything is going to go wrong so I start blushing. And once this
process is triggered I can´t find the way to stop it. I get conscious that I´m
totally red and hot inside and I keep getting red until my cheeks are about to
explode. It is something that I haven´t had the strengh to stop it, not even
with NLP techniques. Once I´m there in front of everybody I panick and I forget
everything!
I sometimes get
anxious too. It´s a mixture of emotions I need to organize beforehand so that I
don´t feel so bad about them. I think I need to build up confidence in me first
of all, and then check I have everything under control. Once I notice there is
something out of order, I panick and the blushing starts!
And it´s getting worse with age!!